Ramadhan mounth full of wonders, I am met with a man but he was not a citiez of Indonesia.
He’s a muslim, he's very good, although his first he was very annoying but after knowing him I felt he was a good man. He lectures in the field of architecture and he’s teacher in a learning center, now he was busy giving students Intensive classes before the holiday of alfitri feast (Idul Fitri). He’s teaching a course in """ 3ds max software """, after the course end , the students will have a certification from the high education ministry.
He once said that he did not like my photo which is above the heads of men even though it was my cousin. he said that "you're mine." then I ask what that means? but he didn't answer and then changed the subject after he said "that you are my little sister". I asked what you're jealous? then I give him emmotion laughed after that he was angry with me and he said, I don't have feelings, I am a woman who was very cruel, and others. I just kidding but apparently he thinks that's true, sorry if it makes you angry, but I don't mean to make you angry just kidding brother.. :)
He said to me “becomes an important person in my life.” then I asked him “you have many female friends, but why me become someone important in your life?”
and he answer “i don't have girls as friends, the girls u have seen on facebook , not friends, they are cousin, i can't see them real, they are in other countries. Yes u not real, but your become my little sister.sometimes we are busy , we don't care about cousins or friends , but we always care about a little sister. I will happy more and more , when my little sister Lani find her true love , i will congratulate it.”
then he says again to me “firstly , i loved u as a girlfriend , but u refuse that , u consider me a brother , so i will respect that , i have to be happy when Lani get married, i will stay with her all the life. if am in Indonesia , i will refuse brother & sister concept , but there's a big distance between us , if i love you it will be fail love , because the true love must end with married.”
Oh my god… What's in Indonesia there are men like that? if there is I hope he really is all around me.
I asked him what your parents know about me? And he says he haven't tell them anything about me. but , he u want , he will say to them , he have a new sister. I ask that question because Your family is very religious I'm just afraid that they do not like me and i didn't cover my head (jilbab). Then He says noooooooooooooooooooo, don't say that. He says my family is religious 2. and he believed I will cover it soon. And he said “we know many people here , don't cover their head. when i saw ur pic , i don't say about head covering only. i said about a pic without covering shoulder i was angry to see it”
I do not understand what I feel now, maybe I was glad to have a new brother who is very dear to me. I honestly want him to Indonesia to meet me but I'm afraid it's just my dream. although until then I could not meet with him, I hope he remains so my brother, Forever....
